The Bible

2 years ago my new years resolution was to finish The Bible. That sadly never happened. We all know though I have been going through a lot. Struggling with a job that made me very unhappy. I finally took myself out of that bad place I’d like to call Hellmart. Now, I’m always at home with my beautiful wonderful baby girl. Trying to get my GED, and possibly a new job. While in the process of everything I’ve been reading the bible. There is so much in there, just in the few chapters that has helped me get confidence. I’ve been looking for answers, always being negative toward myself. In the eyes of God though, I’m not stupid, I’m not ugly, I am a beautiful person and always will be to him. I love the new feeling inside my soul, weirdly i feel like a new person. I am happy, stressed, but content with myself now. Thank you God.

Were all animals in the watcher’s eyes

   Is the quote I’m on tonight. Why is that? Infowar.com is why. A costumer of mine came in my line the other day all wide eyed and talking really fast. Asking me questions about America and what we’ve become. He handed me a DVD called “ENDGAME”, i wasn’t sure where this was going. Then he said to me as he looked at my name tag “Amanda, America isn’t what it used to be many years ago. Our freedom of speech, right to bear arms is being taken away. The decision of who becomes president is made before we even vote. America is gone.” He also had a lot more to say, but not enough time.

   WE haven’t became anything, were falling in pieces and us citizens have absolutely no say in it. Where do we go from here? What exactly is going to happen to us? Nobody but the government will ever be so sure. I wake up every morning, to a tiring feeling because I have to work constantly to make a good pay check for my little family. I go to work and bring nasty germs back home from Walmart. I never feel good anymore. I can’t quit smoking because nicotine is highly addictive. We all wonder why we have these problems. 

AMERICA WE NEED A CHANGE.